Racin aint a thang!!!

make7upurznow @ 2003-08-07T13:34:00

2003-08-07T18:34:35Z

Well its finally here. Koty gets here in a cpl hrs. Im soo excited. I jus wanna spend forever with her.

Last night my manager was talkin aobut needing a new assistant managerm, so i was joking and said id do it...I mean i jus started there a weekago. Well she said ok and she is talkin to the boss to see if i can do it. I get a pay raise though. o thats a plus about it.

I told Koty "I love you" last night. I was trying to wait till she got here today, but i couldt hold it in. I wanted her to know how i felt about her. I do really love her and theres nothing that can chage that now. Im happy that i only hafta wait a cpl more hrs to c her instead of days.

humph

2003-08-06T04:33:14Z

Well I jsu got home from work. I talked to koty almost the whole first 3 hrs i was there. Im kinda worried though casue shes not online and she usually is when i get home from work. I hope her moma nd dad didnt find outt hat she was still planning on coming ehre. I really do care for her. I told her that she really doesnt have to go back to arizona. But i dunno. I think id be crushed if ehr mom stops her from coming here. It would literally suck big balls...

La di da

2003-08-04T07:50:43Z

Well yesterday i bought Koty's ticket. It was only $276 dollars which wasnt bad. Gettin to spend time ith her though is worth every penny. I am really into her, Like ive actually fallen for her. I really hope that shes the girl i can spend a longtime with. et im still afraid casue the only 2 girls ive ever liked this way ave both broken my heart. I guess im really jus gonna have to go with my feelings now and hope that i dont get hurt again. Kots different though, She actually likes me for who i am and not my car or my money like all the others. I guess she feels bad about me buying her ticket, But it doesnt bother me...Money doesnt really mean anything to me never has. I jus really hope everything between me an her works out, i havent wanted a relationship for while now but with her that has changed a lot. I really want to be with her.

Im not very good at telling ppl i really appreciate them. But i should try.

Lisa- Thanks for everything. You've been a great friend to em since we met on bolt that one night. I hope that we can remain friends for a long time. Take care of yourself.

Stef- Hey, I was really touched when u told me that u looked up to me as a big brother. Youve been oen of the few ppl that hasnt criticized me for having koty come here. I thank you for that.

Nicole- What can i say? No matter what uve been my friend through everything these last like 4 or 5 years...Im glad that u are giving me support about everything ive done. I dont know how many tiems ive told u that im glad uve put up with all the shit ive put u through. Im sorry for doing it. ANd u know that i lvoe you as a friend adn nothing will ever change that.

I wanna get lost in love with you
And do all the things you want me to
Caress your body, touch your soul
Cuz girl I love you so
I wanna be with you always
Together forever 'til our endin' days
Hold me baby, don't let go
Makin' love like never before

Thats to koty. Those are my feelings right now for her. I never thought id say this in my life again but i am falling in love again...

On another note

2003-07-30T04:33:26Z

Jen is the coolest operson i know and shes such a great freind...I dont think ive really thnked her for giving me thids live journal code...

THANK YOU JEN!!!!

*humps jens leg* haha

N e wayz thats all i ahve to say

Fuck ppl!!!

2003-07-30T04:31:18Z

Damn car ppl, they are taking forever to get me car parts, i ordered them 3 weeks ago adn still dont have them in...

I wish ppl would mind their own fucking business!!! Yeas im meeting koty, yes i liek koty. If me and her hook up its nobody elses fuckin business...if we ahve sex it was our decisions and we did it cause we like each other A LOT!!! Dont fuckin give mher or me shit about it. Its a bunch of bull shit. When ppl liek eavhother they tend to hook up and ahve a realationship. one thats between 2 ppl...not 20 fuckin million ppl. I swear.!!!PPl are soo fucking ignorant!!! Sometiems i jus wanna reach through my computer and strangle half the ignorant bastards on teh sq board. and yes i know i spelled half the shit wrong so dont even say n e thing bout that!

make7upurznow @ 2003-07-22T19:02:00

2003-07-23T00:02:04Z

Some people jus totally piss me the fuck off...I eman judging me jus fuckin pisses me off...I mean if u dont know me then dont fuckin say shit about me...Get to know me first then judge me...Damn i ahte the fuckin world right now.

Pizza

2003-07-17T07:02:03Z

Well damn i keep forgetting bout this, Im doin good quit my job cause my boss is a crack monkey and sepnt all his money at the track and on drugs...Which means i ahvent been payed in 2 weeks. Well im workin at a shop on cars, so thats alright...

N e wayz fill this out for me please...

hmm

2003-07-10T09:24:41Z

yeah i am ghetto, i was jus told by some thing that i was gonna get killed by a drive by shooting...weird huh

Hate

2003-07-10T09:17:55Z

I jus hate it when you totally spill your guts to someone...and their like oh well i jsu like u as a friend or whatever...IT totally sucks. I ahte gettin rejected. Well tracia told me she loved me today (an old gf) and it made me have this like emotional time. It was weird. I guess hearing it from an old gf did that. And the fact that i ahvent seen her in a long time since december...ddint help at all. My oldest sister moved back, i realized why i tought she was such a b****...Cause she is. I hate her soo much, i mean shes jus a half sister...so i eman i can hate her right? I wish it was either one of my younger sisters that moved back to here, whyd it hafta be her. N e wayzz. Im not gonna write a long story or what not tongiht, not int he mmod. Take care everyone that reads this, im off to bed

crush

2003-06-30T00:50:44Z

Ok im seriously crushing on this girl right now. Totally sucks is that i cant tell ehr that i am. I hate being shy, it totally sucks. Like on here im totalyl myslef and all that shit, but in person im shy as fuck. it totally sucks

amusing

2003-06-23T02:20:02Z

i jsu found the page rather amusing

http://www1.progz.org:85/forum/12.htm

Drink of the day...Enjoy

2003-06-22T17:48:44Z

Damn-The-Weather

Ingredients:
1.0 oz. Gin
0.5 oz. Orange juice
0.25 oz. Triple sec
0.5 oz. Sweet Vermouth

Directions:
Fill a mixing glass with ice and add all ingredients. Shake and strain into a glass. Add ice.

YAY!!!

2003-06-22T09:01:46Z

I had a great day.

First i took my niece to the carnival. It was pretty fun, shes too little for most the rides. but it was still fun. I won her a stuffed monkey. its gangster red...Woo hoo. My dad was liek whyd u get her a red monkey theres a perfectly fine blu one...I was like uh my nice isnt have a crab monkey.

Ok and then i went to dinner at western sizzler, it was pretty god and i went and bought "the recruit" & "just Married" on dvd.

hehe

2003-06-22T06:49:28Z

You're the Orange Rubber Ducky! You are wild and
crazy and you love to have fun. You laugh a lot
and are a fun person to be around.

What Color Rubber Ducky are You?
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HERE

2003-06-22T06:48:56Z

heres this i guess the link didnt work the first time

Angel

Which AIM smiley are you?
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x-men

2003-06-22T06:44:29Z

You are Wolverine!

A loner by nature, you feel uncomfortable when
around those you don't know and even those you
do. You are awkward when it comes to
relationships, but fiercely loyal to those you
love.

Which X-Men character are you most like?
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another quiz

2003-06-22T06:42:06Z

im goin quiz happy...

Bondage movie! You're into BSDM (Bondage &
Discipline, Dominance & Submission) and chances
are, you're fond of whips, chains, harnesses,
and tight leather outfits. You like to mix a
little pain with a LOT of pleasure, baby!

What kind of porno would you star in?
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OO i like the results to this test..soo true...

2003-06-22T06:33:31Z

You are Pyrokinetic!

What's Your Magic Power?
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swear word

2003-06-22T06:29:05Z

I tookt eh quiz and im an asshole...

your asshole.

What swear word are you?
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What face are you

2003-06-22T06:24:01Z

Well im the angel face...uhmm weird...hmm what are u tell me

Angel

Which AIM smiley are you?
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Drink of the day

2003-06-22T03:33:44Z

Well today we are goin to go with an all tiem favorite, I think just about everyone can say theyve tried or wanted to try this one...

Sex On The Beach

Ingredients: 0.5 full Cranberry juice
0.75 oz. Peach Schnapps
0.5 full Pineapple Juice
1.0 oz. Vodka

Directions: Stir in highball glass

Enjoy...Oh and jus cause it says sex in the name doesnt mean u hafta rush out and have sex on a beach after u drink it...

Im sposed to be a singer/actor...

2003-06-21T22:03:57Z

SINGER/ACTOR - Your destiny is to be in the
spotlight. Singing, acting, whatever you do
best, you should be doing it.

What job were you destined to have?
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Everyone take hts and tell em what your sposed to be...

Wow

2003-06-21T15:56:23Z

i jus went from 200 ppl on my buddy list to 122...I realized a lot of ppl have like 3 or more names on there (jen, nicole, cessy).

N e wayz, i was sposed to take my niece to the canival yesterday but it started to rain and we had tornado warnings. So i think im gonna take her today.

Uhmm nothin else planed for today, maybe go to a movie or something.

I am

2003-06-21T01:23:30Z

You are perverse and disgusting.

I got a 10% on the guilty of sin and lust test...

heres the link

http://deadlysins.com/features/sintest/lusttest.htm

take it and tell em what u got...

My new thing, Alcoholic Drink of the day...

2003-06-21T01:16:24Z

Well i decided to start something, im gonna post a recipe for the drink iof the day. Lets see I can actually post 1 a day...

The Baehr Chunky Monkey

Ingredients: 0.5 oz Apricot Brandy
0.5 oz Blue Curacao
1.0 oz Vodka
2.0 oz Blueberry Schnapps

Directions: Mix all in a medium size glass. Pour over ice and serve.

ENJOY!!!